You have been through a lot in a few year’s. God Bless you for having the strength to keep on going. I don’t know if I could do what you do. Good Night and God Bless you.
You do what you have to do. There is not another way. I told someone on this site sometime ago that after Jan died I could have had the world’s largest pity party but believe me, I am not a party person or I could get on with life. God has a reason for everything that has happened to this family and I will know that reason one of these days. It might even be on that Golden Shore! I just have to trust in Him and His love for us.