I hope she is tortured by this, but I suspect she isn’t.
Honestly, I think this is probably weighing very heavily on her soul. She was a prosecutor before her appointment to the bench, and she's seen some nasty sh*t: the Patrick McMullen case for one (one big one, in fact). Plus, she was the president of her temple, Temple Emanuel.
This was a really, really, really bad mistake. Aside from her affiliation as a Democrat, I'm having a hard time finding evidence that she's a bleeding heart liberal.