Hatred is wasted energy.
Don't hate a problem; solve it.
This is where the Lord wants you to be.
Gal 5:17 For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. 18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law. 19 Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery,[c] fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, 20 idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, 21 envy, murders,[d] drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law.
I can't help but think of Israel when they were slaves of Egypt. Egypt started hating Israel when they feared them. Our attitude should be more like sheep to the slaughter when it comes to such things. Perhaps you, like me, have a family that you are trying to raise. Nothing gets us more fired up than when we think our family is threatened. The other day someone shot my son with an air rifle as he biked home. The other other day someone smashed my other son's car window because that son tried to stop a theft at the store where he worked. I just hope to share with you the comfort of the scriptures. The bible says to be anxious for nothing and it says that a sparrow is worth a penny yet not one falls to the ground apart from your heavenly Father and we are worth more than many sparrows.
The Lord bless you for sharing your feelings.