Wild rumors of planes attacking the White House, the Capitol, the Pentagon and the Empire State Building were repeated. I knew it was real, but did not FEEL that it was real. So I stayed awake for most of the next several days, staring at the TV and the computer, feeling almost that I HAD to witness what was going on, because I had slept too late and thus catastrophe had happened! I HAD to keep watching to keep it from being repeated.
As the days went by I accepted what had been done to America, and got angry, then enraged, then filled with murderous hatred! As I posted on FR at the time: 'The time for talking is over, the time for killing has started'. I have waited and waited for the evildoers to be eliminated, but they still are with us. And now they are joined by the filthy vermin in this country who have joined their interests to those of the enemy. My wife has passed away, my family lives more than 1000 miles from me. I sit here alone, living with my hate.
Our society has become weak and depraved, people no longer have the desire or will to maintain their liberty, their nation, and their civilization. It is as if I lived in Hippo Regio ar rhe time of Saint Augustine. The city is surrounded by fanatic barbarians, who believe in God, and Honor Christ, but hate the Blessed Trinity. These evil heretics, whether called Arians or Islamicists, are striving to destroy us, and no reinforcements are coming.
And I HATE THEM!
The world is a mean place for many. We stop it. Keep your chin up and hope we can handle this. :^)
similar feeling here, as I too slept while it all happened...