Oh, dear. I assume you have standards you set for yourself? Do you always live up to even your own standards? If no, do you see the problem for yourself in having the standard of perfect justice applied by a perfectly just God?
1 John 1:8 If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. 9If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 10If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.
Your “perfectly just God” has been shown to be an anthropomorphized DELUSION, based on all the evidence that I have posted previously in this thread, and the mountains more that exist outside of it. Wishing a thing were true, when it is clearly not, and continuing to believe in it when it is obviously not true - is delusion at the very best and outright insanity at the worst.