You have trouble with the language?
When you grow up someday and read what a fetish is and your daddy tells you about the birds and the bees, you might know.
Until then, it is like this...
Your problem is that you want to deny that reality. You cannot play god with the creation of life as a homosexual, you are denied connection with the eternal in a temporal, procreant sense. Yet you will continue to reach out for the eternal with a fetish (an object of worship).
It is no more real than those things that seem to appear before us in a dream.
It is funny that a supposed lesbian takes a man's sperm into her vagina then continues to fantasize she did it without a man. The same is true for male homosexuals - - they cannot reproduce without a real vagina, they have no womb and never will... they must submit to the order of nature and do so while continuing to lie to themselves and everyone else about it.
It is as I said, that baby boy is a fantasy object, a fetish for two perverts who deny the natural order of this world.
Nature does not require your permission. It is not even asked for.
You seem a wee bit obsessed.
Did you know there is a study that showed that young men who were most vocally anti-homosexual were the most sexually aroused when shown gay pornography? I wonder if these men ever found out the results of the study they participated in.
That study just came to mind. Back to the topic at hand.