Fatima, I don’t think this is a good thread for you to be on. Too painful. But please don’t leave FR. We need you here. Those who have left, did so of their own accord. They have begged to be zotted. There’s bound to be some celebrating from those they have abused, but please don’t let that get to you. You’re too kind and tender to get caught up in this.
Ditto what Bayb said, fatima.