That makes a lot of sense. He was very twisted to project his persona into real life. I wonder if he ever perceived himself to be a victim?
More of his personal and private life I'm sure is going to emerge as the days pass. Maybe we'll get a look inside his world.
It’s still him, but a face, or a mask, if you will, he didn’t feel he could show to other people in everyday life.
Personally I've never had that problem, what people, friends and family see is what I am. I imagine the world is chocked full of people like him who compartmentalize, but thank God, don't act out when it reaches a certain point. I guess they just cope the best they can.
It will be interesting in the days ahead concerning him.
There are two plays he wrote for a creative writing class online...you get the feeling reading them that he felt very victimized, and may have been sexually molested. Most of all, he was very, very angry.
http://newsbloggers.aol.com/2007/04/17/cho-seung-huis-plays/
I feel sorry for the child that got twisted up by whatever set him on that path [ not the him that pulled the trigger that day, but the him who had something go wrong, either by events, trauma or brain chemistry that twisted him up some time long before this.]
We all have to make choices about life. But evil done often begats more evil. And in this day and age, it seems to even get encouraged.