Who said I take anyone's word. You think King Solomon would be satisfied with someone's claims that she said "I wannnnnt"? Where's the video? I want evidence, dammit. If it exists, it is damning and should make its way onto YouTube et al.
There is an audio tape out there.
But let's do it your way, in the absense of verifiable proof that Terri wanted her husband to kill her off, the presumption must be that she didn't