No God wants Sinners to turn to Him and His Son for Redemption from their sins so they do not have to spend eternity in Hell.
Read the book of John and the Book of Romans. I will expound for you
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and come short of Gods Glory
Romans 6:23 The wages of sin is Death!
Romans 6:23....but the gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord
Romans 5:8 but God demonstrates his own love for us that While we were still sinners Christ Died for us!!
Romans 10:13 Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord willl be saved
Romans 10:9-10 That if you confess with your mouth "Jesus is Lord" and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead you will be saved. For it is with your heart you believe and are Justified and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved!
And there should be no reason you would not be willing to accept the forgiveness of God Right NOW.