You can only read such Biblical books by the Power of the Holy Ghost, elsewise you are on the outside looking in!
Revelation has generated a lot of books by various Biblical scholars. I read one out of curiosity to see how other people were interpreting it.
The conclusion I came to is pretty much what I stated above. It is meant to be difficult to decipher, but there are also several passages that are very clear.
Wow! Your church must sell balcony seats.
Independent concurrent testimony. Must have some substance, eh?