Keep trying, someday you will win. Then you'll eventually get your true sense of smell and taste back as well as fell better everyday. I still shudder to think of how my days used to start, having to clear out the previous days intake, then starting it all over again. Good luck and health to you!
I quit cold turkey in March of 1986. I had smoked red Winstons, then gold Winston Lights, then the white package Winston Ultra Lights. The Ultra Lights had so many perforations in the paper that I think I was smoking mostly air and thus increased the volume of packs per week. Smokes were $.50/pack back then. I added 2 or 3 inches to my gut but got rid of this in about a year. Food tasted so good after getting my taste buds back !
How do you know that someone out there doesn't think too much of the way you smell, having to climb down from that high horse every night?