You are free to call me a monster if you so choose. I hope it makes you feel better. As an abused child myself, I would pose to you that unless you are speaking from personal experience, your namecalling is most definitely unfounded.
I know exactly what it is like to be sexually abused as a young child, I also know exactly what it is like to have someone hold that over your head. I know what it is like to take whipping after whipping to insure I wouldn't tell. Can you say the same?
If you cannot, then ask yourself who the monster really is. I most certainly never attacked you, but you most certainly attacked someone that has walked in somewhat similar shoes. Who is attacking a victim again? Check yourself friend.
Try as you might you cannot keep this framed as an 11 year old boy. It is bigger than that. You are trying to ignore 4 years. A 15 year old boy is to be considered an invalid incapable of his own thought or control of his own actions? He forgot his parents? Didn't realize? At some point you have to agree that he made his own choices, for whatever reasons, and that he is responsible for them to some degree.
Oh my gosh, this child responsible for his actions? He would never have made any decisions, bad or good if that monster hadn't kidnaped him so the only one to blame is the sick twisted freak Devlin!
If you were so molested and abused as you say you'd know would sympathize with Shawn, not put blame on him.
You need help!