I have no problem with your statement - I have had to put a number of dogs down, for good a sufficient reasons. Once, I had to put down a blue-eyed, vociferious husky, for killing farm animals. I had to do it, there was no other option.
That dog was the most intelligent animal I ever saw.
Still, I killed her, because I had to.
Then I cried. I wept like a baby.
Sometimes you do what you have to do.
And you pray for forgiveness.
Taking joy in it does not make you better, it makes you worse.
i know that was very painful for you :(
Sorry about your dog...I have been through that too. I wouldn't take joy in killing...I just think our justice system is getting too soft. If you murder and its not self defense..... then I think you need to go. I hate the child murderers the most. I just don't think there is a need to keep them alive.