Oh, kayak....I don't even know what to say but I am so sorry to hear about this.
My prayers are with you as you start your healing..I know it will be hard, but I pray that God gives you the strength and comfort as you continue.
Prayers also for your family as they go though this with you.
We are family here, too, kayak....and I want you to know that my thoughts and prayers will constantly be with you.
sleuth
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