Read the post again. You clearly didn't understand it. And I ask you once more - if I give you a list of books that you don't trust, don't respect and and are not interested in reading - will you read them?
Your question is a non sequitur. That is, it doesn't follow from anything I've said. Why are you not interested in what ex-gays have to say about homosexuality? I've provided two direct testimonies from ex-gays and links to where you can find many others.