Son, the folks who threw baggies full of s*** at me when I got back to The World are now running Capitol Hill.
We cannot fight an external enemy unless our house is already in order. Allowing Democrats to run around loose during this war has, as it did in Vietnam, proven to be akin to allowing the German-American Bund and the Silvershirts to run around loose in 1942.
If not, the way you are taking this is extremely unhealthy.
What this country did is extremely unhealthy. Suicide is generally bad for your health.
All I can say is that even though you and I have disagreed on things in the past. I feel horrible for you right now. Your posts are honestly bumming me out. If I recall correctly, you're not particularly religious, but I'm going to say a prayer otr two for you anyway. Hang in there and get ready for the next fight.