"I really want to hurt somebody."
alcohol is a suitable replacement for a night like this.
I'm already through my 3rd bottle of wine! lol
Look, to everyone, this isn't the end of the world. We had a setback. We'll pick up our stuff, get back on our horse, and fight another day. Getting physically ill, or crying, or screaming, isn't going to change anything. What happened happened.
Now, we all need to try and find a way to make this work for our future benefit. That may seem like a tall order tonight, but I assure you that it is possible. All is not lost.