Here is the fifth paragraph:
No longer satisfied with practicing the unspeakable perverse sexual pleasures that their hearts seek in private bedrooms, they wish to be able to do so in public. They are also suffering from such immense guilt over their sexual behaviors, because they know inherently that the actions they perform are in fact unhealthy, that they will go to any means necessary to try and shut down the voices in their heads that tell them it is wrong.That says a lot, doesn't it. IMO, the author wrote a few paragraphs to need to be read over and over.
I have a good friend who is homosexual, though he dated girls in HS and was married and has a grown son. We were talking the otherday, and though I really had no great interest, he took the time to enlighten me about all his recent sexual activities. It was almost like he was driven to let me know just how much sex he was 'enjoying' with his numerous friends and numerous strangers. A little later we were talking about my marriage and he said he envied me because I was one of the lucky ones who had had that one great love affair in my life. He remarked that he was still looking for that. I had to bite my tongue to keep from telling him he wasn't going to find that at the bath houses and gay bars. It is really sad to see someone you care about sink into that hell hole of the hedonistic, live for today, physical pleasure at any cost queer lifestyle.