The reason I know about Monica being upset was that it was in the transcripts from the Special Prosecutor. LOL!
If you remember, Monica was stopped by the White House guards and not allowed to enter. If I remember right, she even called people in the White House trying to get in and was really upset over not being able to enter.
Boy....I missed a lot....I was so busy trying to get my two kids through junior high, high school, and flight school (one of them), that I was just only paying cursory attention to the whole Clinton Administration.