There's nothing wrong with that Mama... it's natural.
Those tears have to be shed. I lost a lot of friends there... and was there every Friday to meet at the bar to catch up with my friends... two of them are gone. In '93 my hubby worked at Yamaguchi, WTC1, 98th Fl... he coughed up soot for weeks, he never went back; He did try that first day, and thought he was over it... something about the cheap porcelain cups they gave out in the mezz. saying welcome back... I guess he thought my life could've been lost and they're giving me a cheap cup with the towers on the side?
I am not talking about 9-11 deaths. I am talking about my brother's, my hubby's and my sister's husband.