I am a Christian ok, but if someone was holding a gun to my head and a sword in the other hand, and wanted me to say something good about Allah, I do it and obviously not mean it, then throw up later, but I used psycological skill that God gave me to save myself. esp ifI had a wife and family at home that needed me around.
God is a lot more understanding of human beings than certain christians think.
You're an American, also - would you renounce your citizenship publicly to save your life?
Whatever anyone thinks of John McCain's politics (I can't stand them), everyone honors him as a hero for not breaking under Vietnamese torture.