I am very sorry for the loss of your baby, your first child.
Don't waste your time sending this in to MS. magazine. It will go directly into the round file.
You'll see your first child someday, in Heaven. He won't be nearly as hard on you as you are on yourself.
You will be able to wisely guide your daughter on life's serious choices. She will make better decisions.
God bless you all.
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