Although it's not my place to advise you, I'd say let yourself grieve. Your mom deserves to have someone grieve at her passing -- at least that's how I look at such things. (Am always here if you need someone to talk to.)
Thanks Wolfstar, I appreciate that very much.
I've been letting loose at home a lot .. I just miss her very much. She came to live with me at the end of 2002, but within a year I could tell there was something terribly wrong. I managed to keep her at home until Sept of '05. We had so much in common, I was very disappointed I didn't have more time with her.
When I would stop by to see her after work, I would then end up crying all the way home. I'm sure I'll shed a lot more tears before I can move on.
Hi kiddo....I have to tell you that I just put Brandon to bed after we had a good time looking at the Dose....needless to say he loved the Santa Claus pics...lol