He's got you by 18 months, bot. Maybe you are the troll.
Aside from the fact that your statement contradicts itself, it reflects more on the charge nurse who forgot to administer your medication than it does on your feeble intellect. I forgive you.
By the way, if my existence is merely a self-delusion, it begs a couple of questions:
1) How can I delude myself if I don't exist to begin with? So I can't be deluding myself about my existence unless I don't exist, which I can't because there would be nobody to be deluded. You've created a logical paradox that you're too dimwitted to appreciate.
2) If I don't exist, then who are you talking to? I realize that sitting in a corner mumbling to yourself isn't exactly new for you, but if it's gotten to the point where you're conversing with nonentities over the Internet, then you need to check with your primary care physician, or stop self-medicating.
Please enjoy your life in a box, troll.
Please enjoy your ... vacation ... in a room with latex wallpaper, loon.