Do all that stuff you said but don't shoot the deer. If the fun is gone, then you were just killing thing for the fun of it.
That's a phallic problem.
I guess I just like killing stuff and eating it.... Like I said, that's what makes this country great. I can live and survive in nature if I have too, you can read about it. I respect you for not killing something you don't want to eat or enjoy tracking and shooting. You shouldn't if you don't want to.