It doesn't seem to me that anyone is saying that your spiritual journey is in error. They are simply pointing out that you are not a Christian. You have set up an idol, a god of your own making, and you are vigorously defending him/her/it. This is your right, but please, please don't pretend you're a Christian.
LOL! "Pretend" to be a Christian? Why the hell would I pretend to be a member of a despicable religion???