When she didn't answer, I turned on the TV and saw that it was her building and knew immediately in my spirit that she was gone. It's hard to believe she has been gone for 11 years now. The hardest part has always been my kids growing up without their "Grammy" and the change it caused in my dad. Unfortunately, he looked to "stuff" (riches, houses, travel, etc...) to fill the hole left in his heart, instead of God and his family. As if this tragedy isn't heartwrenching enough, to read a personalized account just breaks my heart that much more. God bless you, your children and your father.