In no way, no how, by any stretch of the imagination, in mind numbing terms, or just a loose mental strain, comparatively speaking or just making a point, does your post even come close to, align itself with, characterize as, or attain accuracy of, a non-explanation bridging the gap between a falsity and reality of tapping ones inner ego.
So in terms of finality while embracing years of mental accuity brought on by a demanding work ethic, what do you really mean? :-)
Wha ....???
:^)