being armed is less than having decided to kill.
being armed is nothing without having decided to kill.
have you decided to kill?
Have you made the choice, now, when you have leisure, that in the event the need arises you will kill ruthlessly and efficiently?
this is something a lot of folks fail to consider: the weapon in your hand is as vapor if the will to use it fails when the time comes to kill.
consider that both a caution and counsel.
I decided to kill when the terrorists took over the school in Beslan.
That was the turning point for me.