Do you not see the audacity of this statement? You are not interested in trying to "reconcile" parts of the Bible, and you claim you "trust" in God, but that no mere mortal can see what God wants to communicate to them.
You are just rationalizing your own lack of rigor with an internally contradictory philosophy.
Whoops, I was wrong. There is more.
I apologize for my former flippancy. This is serious and I should have treated it as such.
I'm afraid you lost all of your credibility with me when you claimed to know the condition of my soul, as expressed in your statement of my motives. That is outside the pale.
I will discuss the issues with you, but I will not pretend to know why you say the things you do, what your motives are, where you acquired your knowledge, etc., and I will end any discussion with you when you pretend to know the same things about me.