We should be proud, Mama_Bear! It was a bloody up hill battle and we WON!
(Can you tell I'm just now playing catch up on this thread? :)
You two should be very proud of yourselves...but do not feel negatively about wishing for, or craving a cigarette now and then..
When ever I get really stressed...and something happens to make me more stressed...sometimes I still find myself wanting to smoke the stress away..