It wasn't at the time, I don't live in the Woulda, Shoulda Coulda, state of mind.
I did what I did because at the time it was *right* for me..
If I lived with regrets, I could not grow as a human being..
Um, you just said that the way to grow as a human being is to avoid accumulating any experience whatsoever. Wow. We're definitely conversing between planets here.