Since you had to spell your name to register here, I'm taking that as a rhetorical question. I will not repeat myself any longer. You are in denial and like I said, I will not shatter your self induced delusions. That's your coping mechanism and I will not dick with it. Suffice it to say, that should you have a epiphany, you will never reveal it to us. Your shame and embarrassment would be too much to over come.
(praying)God grant me the intestinal fortitude to stay off Miers threads from here on out.