One nifty thing about volunteer work is that you can skip it with the only consequence being on your conscience.
Sometimes holding back is better for the other guy, than helping is.
I want to apologize to everyone for my attitude. I saw a Doctor today for counsel. He seems to believe I am in the grieving process and got a little stuck in the anger phase. That feels right, so I'm thinking he knows what he's talking about. He says I haven't worked my way through the loss of a house on the coast, and alot of damage to friends, family, etc. It takes time and until I can work through some of this, I need to take time off.
A very dear friend has volunteered to be my volunteer and fill my role so noone gets let down. She has training and will do well. I'm not quiting, just taking a few steps back until I deal with my own issues. That way, everyone will get the best possible care.
Thank you for being here for me, putting up with me and giving me a chance to vent. It started a healing process for which I'll always be grateful to you all.