My own sentiments largely sympathize with your views, particularly the phrase which I emphasized in the quote above.
However, being an atheist, I find nothing useful in the creationist fantasy. But there appears to me to be something lacking in rigid Darwinian schemas. I suspect that there is some mechanism for the inheritance of acquired characteristics (Lamarck).
There probably are several, but when they are discovered, it won't make a dent in the evidence that the largest part of the story is variation and selection. Biological science apologizes for not knowing everything. Somehow, this does not seem to persuade most scientists of their rigidity.