[SoothingDave]

Then you trust that the Lord knows what He's doing.

After your attempts to dictate to God that you do not want fertility right now, thank you, then you trust in God?

My wife and I were in this position when we married. Due to certain health conditions we were unwilling to risk pregnancy, and we used contraceptions for 7 years. Then we got pregnant while still using the contraceptions. The next nine months were very difficult for us, but the Lord saw us through.

I find it good that you have learned from this that you can trust God. I hope you apply this lesson.

SD

[ShadowAce]

After your attempts to dictate to God that you do not want fertility right now, thank you, then you trust in God?

Since you weren't there, know nothing about what was going on, know nothing about our prayers regarding this, and this forum is not the place for full explanations, I'd thank you to withhold judgement.