""Whosover will, come."
I'm not trying to contend with you on an internet forum (which is sort of adversarial by design) and will leave you alone now.
Just know that the door is open, and God is willing to accept you, warts and all, (just like he did me) right now.
Take care.
SD
I knew I was leaving part of it out.
16So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.