I'm beginning to despise the way I look at people I see out and about.
"I'm beginning to despise the way I look at people I see out and about."
You should not despise yourself. You're doing the right thing by profiling people you meet on a daily basis. It's a first line of defense and it could be the difference between life and death. Now, if you don't live in the inner slums of America and stay home most of the time, I can understand your guilt. But, really you should not hate yourself, only the enemy.