Same here.
I, too, am having a really hard time with this...
Also, this last week they had a blurb on Fox that supposedly the know for sure, that the little girl Jessica, in Florida was buried ALIVE in Florida....
I am glad I didn't know it back when the case was all over the news, because the visual of that, and the accompanying feelings are just suffocating...
THAT is the way this case if affecting me...