What have you got to lose. Listen only to the voice of Good and Love.
Take charge...demand an answer and keep on demanding.
If there is a spirit of Love...He will answer.
He loves you...more than you can imagine (of course I could be wrong...but find out for yourself).
I have asked out. In return I started having epileptic seizures when my life started falling apart a few years.
It eventually go better, but without any supernatural help I can guarantee you. For me, I asked out, and heard nothing back whatsoever.
I believe anyone that 'hears' things like that are suffering from delusional thinking. It appears that our desire to have a god is genetically based, so I really can't say it's abnormal or unexpected that many people do feel supernatural powers.