I can forgive all I want, but I won't forget. If I could forget, then I might change....
I am like that sometimes. This happened during my formative years. It really colored my teen years and now, I guess, even my twenties....
Yes, it is hard to forget. I got fired from a job one time. This girl had asked if I could cover her shift and I said no, but to call me if she REALLY needed it. She didn't show up (and had never called me), but the manager blamed me. So I got canned. It took me years to get over that, but I did.
I still get like that too, but I am dealing with it better than I used to, now that I am "older and wiser" in my 30's--NOT.