Fiddle faddle. Total codswallop.
Precisely the reverse is true, Mario, you two-faced prevaricator.
Rather than "cling desperately", you in fact "float peripherally" around the Church, approaching closer and assuming the guise of "sincere Catholic", only when some temporal advantage to you is likely to accrue.
Rather than humbly accepting the Church's "instruction", you in fact, want to proudly instruct the Church-this article being Exhibit "A" in this regard. The Church has already instructed you- and you've rejected it, you abortion-facilitating CINO. As for "inspiration", that will come when you obey the Church's instruction.
It will take more than pious rhetoric and faux Catholic theology to convince anyone with more than 2 neurons that you have any gravitas on this issue, Mario.
You go, 'mallow!