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A Hunger for Love - Dottie Ludwig
Although I appeared successful in my professional nursing career, I lived with a constant fear of being "found out" as a practicing lesbian.

A New Life - Linda D. Carter
If you ask me if I miss living as a lesbian, my answer to you would be, "No way!"

A Song of Hope - Dennis Jernigan
I hid my same-sex desires from others all through high school and college. Even though I was a Christian, I was tormented by feelings of rejection and hopelessness.

An End to the Loneliness - Ann McNeill Phillips
I always felt "different" and isolated as a child. Lesbianism brought deep friendships. How could I possibly leave them behind?

Choose Whom You Will Serve - Mario Bergner
I had no inkling that saying yes to Jesus would radically transform every aspect of my life.

Commencement - Michelle Ferguson
I had spent 8 months diving into sexual immorality, and I had no idea how to pick up the pieces and move on.

Crying Behind the Mask - Rebekah Johnston
As a lesbian, I tried to live behind a false front of happiness. But inside I was miserable.

Delivered from Despair - Tom Cole
None of my gay relationships seemed to last for long; eventually I gave up and tried to commit suicide.

Finding a Father - Jim Shores
My father's absence caused a deep loneliness in my life--a hurt that was temporarily forgotten as I plunged into gay relationships.

Finding Joy as a Woman - Elaine Sinnard
As a child, I thought that being a little boy would solve all my problems. I intensely hated being a little girl.

Finding Real Life - David Kyle Foster
Many years of alcohol, drugs and unlimited sex left me in complete despair. Was there a spiritual answer that could really satisfy me?

Finding the Answer - Randy Thomas
All my life I had asked "Why?" to the inner pain that seemed to haunt me. Would homosexuality provide the answer?

Finding the Way Out - Phil Hobizal
My psychiatrist told me to accept my homosexuality, but I didn't want to. I was only 20, but I felt like my life was coming to an end.

Free At Last! - Michael Babb
I was married--yet deeply in love with another man. guilt and fear raged inside. What if my wife discovered this secret?

Free From Sexual Addiction - Steve Gallagher
I was heterosexual, but deeply addicted to immorality with numerous women--even after I entered marriage.

Freedom from a Secret - Jason Thompson
I tried to hide the growing emotional insecurities that fueled my attraction to men. Did God even care about me? I wondered?

From Fantasy into Reality - Mike Jones
I felt very alone growing up. I never seemed to connect with my peers, and my isolation drew me into same-sex attractions.

God Can't Change Me! - Sunny Jenkins
I thought about the price I would have to pay in choosing God. How could I just walk away from everything I had known for the past fifteen years? How could God demand that great of a sacrifice?

God Has Done Great Things - John Smid
Even as a married man, I fantasized about having a lifelong sexual relationship with another man.

God Healed My Marriage - Alan Medinger
With a wonderful wife, two lovely daughters, a large home in the suburbs and a responsible position in the local church, who would have ever suspected my exclusive homosexuality and frequent trips into the parks, porno shops and gay bars.

Great Expectations - Michael Newman
I strove hard for other people's approval, hiding the sexual attractions to other men that would shatter my "good boy" image.

He Has a Plan and Purpose For My Life - Mabel Sim
The more I tried to act .normal,. the more convinced I became that I was born to be different. I finally began to feel like I .fit. when I became good friends with an attractive lady in my night class.

I Desire to Return to the Gay World - Richard Oostrum
It couldn't have been any clearer for me: homosexuality and Jesus do not go hand in hand. However, the part I was surrendering was almost 90% of my life.

In His Hand - Patricia Allan Lawrence
After being raped, I knew God didn't love me--and I hated men. In the years of lesbianism that followed, I felt so alone. Where was the God I'd known as a child?

Just a "Good Christian Boy" - Jeff Johnston
Outwardly I did all the right things, but inside a secret conflict with homosexuality was tearing me apart.

Knowing God's Love - Rob G.
My childhood sexual abuse left me feeling like discarded trash. I became afraid of men--and detached from my own masculinity.

My Deepest Desire - Darryl L. Foster
My father's absence left me longing for a man to hold me in his arms and tell me he loved me.

My Experience With AIDS - Robert Winter
When I was diagnosed with HIV, my worst fear came true. Now what?

My Search for Peace - Amy Tracy
As a lesbian feminist, I hid my growing emptiness and secret thirst for God. But He saw my heart and responded to my deepest need.

My Struggle to Forgive - Penny Dalton
I knew that unless I forgave my parents, expecially Dad, I'd be stuck forever in bitterness and hatred.

My Testimony of Grace - Amy Schultz
I know what it is like to feel like you are so dirty and filthy, and that you have done too many bad things for God to ever love you.

No More Hiding - Jill Postell
Simply placing the hurt deep down inside, I quickly learned how to mask my feelings. I didn't have a relationship with God. Being a "Christian" was just the thing to do.

Out Of Prison - Dawn Killion
My anger and despair eventually led me to prison. While behind bars, I found the secret that opened the door to my escape from lesbianism.

Safe as a Woman - Christine Sneeringer
After experiencing sexual abuse, I was drawn into relationships with other women to protect myself against further hurt from men.

Secure in my Feminine Identity - Anne Paulk
I grew up as a classic "tomboy." No-one guessed the childhood trauma that had produced my insecurities--and led me into lesbianism.

Set Free To Serve - Roberta Laurila
Did God really expect me to stop "loving" other women? How could lesbianism be wrong?

The Joy Of Obedience - Patty Wells
Patty shares how she entered a lesbian lifestyle, and how the healing that came through a health crisis opened the way for her to return to God and find deliverance.

The Plans He Had - Marcus Mitchell
Today I am Victorious Overcomer, because the Word says, .And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of the word of their testimony. (Rev. 12.11).

The Roads I've Traveled - Nate Oyloe
This is my story. It is not finished by any means, but as I look back through the years I see how God has carefully woven grace, unconditional love, and blessing into my life and I find hope.

The Seeds That Grew - Melissa Fryrear
My mind was filled with an endless barrage of tormenting questions: .What is wrong with me?. .Why don.t I act like the other girls act?. .Why don.t I seem to like boys?. .Why do I hate being a girl?. In an attempt to answer those screaming questions, I opened a dictionary one day and read the definitions to words like homosexual, lesbian, and gay.

The War Within - Bob Davies
I had spent years in church, graduated from Bible school and served in short-term missions. But a hidden battle was raging inside that threatened to destroy me.

Uncovering The Real Me - Starla Allen
After the rape, I sensed a growing hatred of men. And I vowed that one of them would never get near me again.

Walking in the Light - Michael Lumberger
I lived in fear that others would find out about my homosexual struggles. Then God asked me to confess everything to my wife.

Who Am I? - Bob Ragan
My growing attraction to men convinced me that I was gay. I dropped out of church and began looking for "Mr. Right," prepared to settle into a lifelong relationship.

Why Me?! - Harry Denham
One day, I made the decision that I could not keep my homosexual activity a secret from my wife any longer. So I found the courage and talked to her about it. Her reaction was one of shock and one of great fear.