Anti-guv, you see God as somehow evil, I see him as a loving universal being that made us in order to express unbounded emotion. This especially rings true when I wake up every morning to see my 2 year old boy silently sleeping right next to me. Moments like that prove to me that there is a God. A God capable of producing emotion. An emotion that enables you to feel Gods presence at that very moment in time.
That consious emotion wasn't created accidentally. Yes, it took 15 billion years to get there, but that emotion was designed by God.
It's ALL about emotion, with universal wisdom directing the course. Consious awareness was produced for that very reason. To think that we aren't a part of God's being would be, in my opinion, irresponsible thinking.
Wouldn't it be rational to think that a God created a consious being in due time that is aware of who they are in order to recognize life and existence.
A universe void of such thought would be, well, irrelevant, and boring.