Whatever Greer may say about being "uncomfortable," is poppycock. Greer is obviously in deeply in love and [possibly] aroused [emotionaly] with the idear of literally being a God while in control of a human life - in this terrible case, literally.
George W. "Haman" Greer needs to reacquaint himself with the Christian principles espoused by "his" Baptist Church. He has left his first love.