I prayed for you. Kudos for what you have done. May you be able to get something that would help support your kids and may your DH be well again.
Thanks. He ain't a DH, just an H. Things have been bad for years. IT's been a rough road. I hope I can get something that gets us out of the hole (the onehe put us in) and so I can be the one to provide for my children. I have tried so hard over the years to make it, in so many ways, and I have failed every single time. I know the old saying, that the sucessful person is the one who tries one more time than he fails, but I am not sure what other options I have to exploit, I have tried so many. In spite of the fact that I am about to graduate from a presitgious school of music, I feel I have no future, and that I just did this whole 4 years of grad school- blood, sweat, and tears-- for NOTHING.
If I didn't have a defective back I might try watiressing, too, at this point.