I'll say it again, you can't kill the truth because it is self evident.
At this point I am not quite sure what you are ranting about.
As I told you, it is an ancient idea - in scripture, private prophecy, and the writing of theologians down through the centuries that the Holy Catholic Church must endure/mimic Christ's passion and death, before it can be resurrected.
Those who expounded upon this idea are saints, mystics, and Doctors of the Church.
Try READING! Then if you still dont want ot believe it.....so be it.