> If I'm right
A mighty big "if." And if the Muslims are right? And what if God is a reasonable guy, who is more pleased with those who use the minds he gave them to examine the *real* world?
> having mocked Him during your lifetime.
I've never mocked God. I have, however, mocked a number of the members of his fan club.
> you live in a tiny little world
And this is why I mock God's more annoying fanboys: locked in their *own* little imaginary worlds, they see themselves as havign greater insight, while doing little more than commenting on shadows on cave walls.
And I disagree that it is only Christians you mock. When we repeat what God has said in His word, and you ridicule us for it, you are ridiculing Him.
Try reading the word of God with an open mind (if you can pry it open just a bit). If you are open to His teaching through His Holy Spirit, and pray for truth.....GOD's truth, REAL truth..........you will find it. I'm not naive enough to think that anything I say will change your mind, but God can reveal His truth to you if you really desire to know what it is.
Many a skeptic like you has found his way out of the shadows and darkness while seeking to disprove God. I pray that you become one of them.