It's your life, learn the hardway, just don't kill anyone while you are high.
That's bizarre - when did I say that I use drugs? I don't own a gun but I'm sure in favor of gun rights.
Seriously, you might be a little too emotional about this topic to think about it logically. That's understandable since you did lose some people close to you - it's the same thing that the Mothers Against Drunk Driving go through. Maybe you should take some time off and take a step back later and examine the bigger issues.
It's your drug war, just don't kill any innocents while you're fighting it. Oh too bad, you already have.